diary or blog or smth

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• 17/10/2025
• +to my massive amount of fans (prob just my bf ) who have been patiently waiting for an update, im very sorry buttt here it is
• +i dropped my phone while running to the tram yesterday and now its fully broken which is so annoying bc usually im like surgically attached to my phone but im on the phone (laptop) w my dad rn and hes literally coming over (drive is two hours) to fix it(get me a new one (idk why im abusing parentheses sm rn)) i mean yes theyre on their way to corsica or smth and im not that much of a detour but stillll idk what i would do without him in my life prob
• +i did some arts and crafts with my mushroom friend yesterday which was very fun even tho we basically scrolled tiktok in bed for majority of the time but thats not a con tbh, i used the little time i still had with my phone well
• +rn i still havent gotten out of bed and its already 10:43 (i had a class @ ten but i skipped it oops)
• +i have to go out and get (shoplift) some food but i dont want to get up bc im so comfycozy
• +but idk i should have smth when they come to fix my phone
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• 21/09/2025
• +i unpacked everythig from my moms bus today which was exhausting but now i have all my stuff right with meeee yay
• +i liked spending time with my siblings even tho my sister literally pushed my straight out of my own bed multiple times at night which is crazy bro
• +right now im again facetiming w my boyfriend who is in thessaloniki now (sorry for doxxing) and im so jealous he gets to be at the seaside and i dont
• +i couldnt fit in the bus with all my stuff so now ill visit my cousin by train fr tomorrow im so happy ill see her again we have so much to gossip about!!
• +were out of toilet paper and i want to go to the grocery store also just bc its a fun activity esp when i can rob them dry but its sunday so everything is closed :(
• +ill call my brother later, his birthday is next week and i want to know how hes doing bc he also just moved and started studying a bit ago
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• 20/09/2025
• +girl I have done sm today even tho I literally just had to get everything packed in my apartment and like get it into the bus my mom lent from a friedn
• +I immediately started doing stuff but the way I am just like a thousand random tiny stuff all at once it's a wonder I've finished everything
• +my mom was stressed as always and she doesn't want to take my stuff and like put it away until I need it again bc my new room is way too small to store all of it I mean she said she would store it but she's difficult sometimes and changes her mind very often sooo
• +well whatever I got everything loaded up in the evening so I only have to clean it fully until the end of the month which will be fine
• +right now I'm laying in bed in my new room beside my two youngest siblings and they're sleeping already tomorrow will be stressfull too idk where to put all my stuff there really isn't room here
• +I want to visit my favorite cousin next week so I think I'll go by train to her on Monday and hopefully have everything settled in until then, I don't want to cluster my room that much idkkk
• +I'm ready tired but I don't want to sleep yet bc I want to have some quiet alone time before another long and busy day
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• 19/09/2025
• +idk how to feel ab this day
• +woke up with no motivation to do anything and still very much bleeding and already midday but then I called my bf which was fun even tho the call quality was really bad since he was on a random train in Bulgaria, and he told me ab his nighttrain before
• +I got on my own train back to my old apartment while still with him on my phone which was fun even tho I'm sure we annoyed both trains
• +trying to take apart my bed frame failed miserably and anything else also kind of did and I have to have everything done by tomorrow soooo ig it's gonna be a long nicht or a shitty tomorrow, probably both
• +but at least I don't really feel that impending sense of doom kinda anxiousness anymore that has followed me since Monday evening
• +I still have a bunch of shit to do, (my bf just called me again and also be real went off why is sm tiff happening while I'm editing??) anyways let's lock back innnn
• +I fell asleep while still on call with him, idk it's good I like talking to him so much since we can't do anything else now really
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• 18/09/2025
• + i have literally done nothing at all today, woke up at half past seven from period cramps and then lay curled up for like two hours then i went to sleep again and slept with breaks until like mf half past two and then reported a bunch of white supremacy tiktoks which also didnt really add to my mood.
• +now im at the library and its already evening, idk i guess ill do some random fun stuff with my website and maybe prepare for next semester idk
• +yesterday evening was kinda nice tho, i read to my bf until he fell asleep (words of radiance by brandon sanderson) banger chapter(the first interludes) and also he is very cute
• +but really the neonazis are stressing me tf outttt idk maybe i should just stp interacting but its lowkey really interesting and also crazy sad, so many young people (obv mostly men) who just fully believe that jewish people are the cause of all problems and that they have to save the world by killing or enslaving everyone who is not a white man? thats crazyyyy
• +whateverrr ill stop again
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• 17/09/2025
• +i only went to ikea in the afternoon bc my friend had to write a paper but it was very nice i got a new plant and my mushroom friend too bc the were on sale and had a sign telling us to save them so we couldnt not take them, also i got some storage stuff :)
• +decorated my room a bit and put a poster of songbirds on my door so my rommates have smth pretty to look @
• + didnt do much other than that, made a banger salad with tortellini and then called my bf which was very nice
• + my fit was really good tho since i can now wear lipstick again without staining his face
• +i think im gonna make some tea now bc i have a kettle in my room now yaayyy
• +also i forgot but ive been listening the whole time to crimson rivers and sm happened mainly evan died which is crazy sad ("no one ever thinks to look up... until theres a sound")
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• 16/09/2025
• +i went to my old apartement today to get some more stuff, namely a small monstera and my kettle and tea cuz i have realized i cant live without those
• +then i also went to my psychiatrists office bc i had to give them my insurance card so they can prescribe me new antidepressants which was fine but also kinda annoying bc its in a random village between my new and old apartement
• +all in all a good day though, and tomorrow ill go to ikea with a friend of mine (the one that was a mushroom), im so looking forward to thatttt!! i hope i wont get that much stuff bc i rlly dont have space here
• +also ive been listening/reading crimson rivers by bizzarestars and its honestly so crazyyy evan is my absolute favouritee
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• 15/09/2025
• +my bf left this morning to go to athens im very sad about it but i am also very much looking forward to autumn and winter
• +i went to a gardeny themed party two days ago and dressing up was very fun *-* (I was a deer and my friend was a mushroom)

• +i looked at what classes i want to take next semester (probably a seminar on venice and ravenna yippii)
• + and i went shopping a bit because i had to bring him to the train very early and still had time
• + i miss him so bad omfg why is he so cutee

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• 31/07/2025
• +another library day but i even did a little bit, just documents and stuff
• +yesterday was really good tho bc he asked me to be his girlfriend :o (i cant believe it i'm so happyyy
• +need to do my laundry and pack my stuff for movin and my bag for corsica though
• +he'll leave soon tho bc he'll go to athens for his studies, i'm so sad ab it :/ but winter will be really nice anyway i think
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• 30/07/2025
• +still in the library bc i didn't get anything done yesterday
• +i'll meet up with friends to play games and read
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• 29/07/2025
• +writing a paper on the byzantine history of miletus
• +packing because i'll be moving soon yayy
• +hanging out a lot with someone
• +i'll go hiking in corsica soon :)